A/N: Last chapter... Yay, I think... First segment is a
little weird, but it's supposed to be, so try and enjoy the weirdness. Thanks
to everyone who read this far. I don't own any of these characters.
The sun caught on the metal of the trowel
and glinted onto his face and forehead, causing Harry to squint. He listened to
the sound it made as it met the earth. It was comforting, somehow.
The compact square of dirt rested in
Harry's hands, and he held it a little more closely, causing bits to crumble
away, scattering. A few fell onto his shirt, but Harry didn't bother to brush
them off. The dirt felt cool in his hands, and that was comforting somehow,
too.
Ginny turned to Harry and held out her
hands. Carefully Harry slowly moved forward with the about-to-be replanted
tulip. The soil which it had grown from had been shaped into a perfect square
from it's time in a square pot on Ginny's window sill. A petal scraped against
Harry's chin as he placed the pack of dirt into Ginny's waiting hands, as if it
were something precious.
"Thanks," Ginny said softly, and
placed the flower into the spot she had made for it. She began to break up the
soil with her hands. The dirt collapsed around Ginny's fingers, getting onto
her clothes and into her fingernails.
Harry noticed this, but Ginny didn't seem
to... Or if she did, she didn't care. It was refreshing, after being around the
likes of Parvati and Lavender, who would screech if they got dirt on their shoes,
let alone their hands. Even Hermione could be somewhat squeamish around dirt,
unless she was working with it for a grade.
Harry helped Ginny gently pat the new soil
down. Together they lightly smoothed it over, their fingers brushing every now
and then. At one time, Ginny's heart would be racing at this. But now, it
seemed more like they were working toward a common goal. She wasn't striving
for a chance with him, or watching him and saying nothing. This was different.
She could never be awkward in her own garden. This was her place, Harry
was the stranger here, not her. They were mostly being silent, but the silence
certainly wasn't awkward. This wasn't about getting a moment alone with Harry,
it was about planting a flower and maybe some herbs. Some basil might be
nice...
Harry glanced up at the sky. "It's
gonna be dark in a couple of hours."
"We have time," Ginny assured
him.
And even though they were so close to one
another, Ginny's stomach didn't give the slightest of flutters.
Okay, maybe just the slightest.
~~~
Ron looked to the floor.
"Soo..." he began.
"That's no way to talk to me!"
Hermione snapped.
Ron raised an eyebrow.
"Sorry," Hermione whispered,
blushing. "Force of habit."
"It would be," Ron said dryly.
Hermione tried to smile, but even without looking at her reflection in the
glass of a window, she could tell she looked pitiful.
She was smiling at him, Ron noticed. Okay,
so she was smiling weakly at him. But it was a smile. Okay. Okay! He
could say stuff. Stuff. Stuff.
"I like Chocolate Frogs."
Hermione blinked.
"Well, I do," Ron said, growing
defensive.
"Chocolate frogs..." Hermione
said slowly. "I like them too."
"Would you like a Chocolate
Frog?"
"No, thank you."
"Why not?" Ron asked
desperately.
"Oh, for God's sake Ron!"
Hermione cried. "Don't you want to talk about-". Hermione stopped.
"...about..." And she faltered. "Damn!" she said with a
sigh.
"What?" Ron asked warily.
"For a moment there everything felt
normal," Hermione explained. "I was getting fed up with you just like
I used to."
"Those were the days." Ron
smiled. "You'd be fed up with me because I would be bothering you."
Hermione was surprised to find herself
smiling as well. "We have some very strange 'fond memories'."
"No kidding."
Hermione paused. "Ron... Do you think
that maybe...That perhaps...we should just... Just...."
"Go back to the way things used to
be?" Ron looked at Hermione seriously. He wasn't blushing, which was a
change as he had been doing so every time he even looked at Hermione
these past few days.
Hermione nodded quickly. Ron had said what
she had been afraid to say. "I don't know, Hermione," Ron said. He
looked tired.
"Do you want to talk about this somewhere
else?" Hermione said, her voice hushed. She was a little nervous that Fred
and George might be listening. Ron apparently had the same idea, as he nodded.
"Maybe outside?" Hermione then suggested.
Ron nodded again.
"I'll get a sweater," Hermione
said.
"Yeah," Ron said. "It'll be
getting dark soon."
"I'll be right back."
Hermione climbed the stairs, leaving Ron
to his own thoughts.
~~~
"So, Hermione," Ron said
nervously. No, that wasn't right. He stood up straighter, raised his chin
confidently.
"So, Hermione," he said again,
more casually.
The face he was carefully watching stared
at him, the words 'you bloody idiot' clearly written in it's eyes.
"Have you taken up talking to
yourself? An interesting hobby, to be sure."
"Shuddup," Ron muttered, angrily
turning away from his reflection and ignoring the entrance way's mirror.
And then the next thing he knew Hermione
was there, a sweater draped over her arm. She nodded to him, and Hermione
reached for the door just as Ron did.
They stood, poised one or two feet from
the door, each with an arm outreached toward the door knob. They both looked at
each other and awkwardly dropped their arms back to their side, stepping back
to let the other open it.
This, however, did not exactly succeed in
getting the door open.
Then Ron and Hermione took another step
forward at the same time to open the door, finding themselves in the same
situation. They laughed nervously.
"You go ahead," Hermione said,
with another nervous giggle.
Ron stepped forward and opened the door
for Hermione. Yet Hermione didn't move, but stayed still, looking at the open
door. After a moment she noticed that Ron wasn't going through it.
"What are you doing?" she asked,
furrowing her brow in confusion.
"What am I..." Ron echoed in
disbelief. "I'm holding the bloody door for you!"
Hermione stared. "Oh, goodness Ron,
don't be silly."
"Fine," Ron said. "I won't
be polite."
Rolling her eyes, Hermione moved forward
but Ron stepped outside and slammed the door in her face.
Now, instead of staring at Ron, Hermione
now found herself goggling at a door. Grumbling, she flung the door open, her
angry strides quickly taking her to Ron.
"YOU," she said loudly,
"are UNBELIEVABLY immature."
"Why?" Ron asked loftily. "You
slammed a door on me before, if I remember correctly. In fact, you've slammed
doors on me PLENTY of times. But wait, wait, when YOU do it, it's not immature,
right? Because nothing Hermione Granger does can ever ever be immature,
oh no. But tell me, Herm, what would you call it exactly, seeing as immature
won't do? Let me see. How about 'one acting with the behavior of, or equivalent
to, an ass'. Does that work for you? Because it definitely works for ME."
"Hey, Lovers!"
Ron and Hermione's gaze flew to the house.
A redheaded twin was sticking his head out the window.
"Yeah, you two. Could you keep it
down out there? We're trying to finish an invention. Why don't you
wander away and snog behind a bush or something, eh?"
The window was shut loudly.
Ron and Hermione looked back to each
other. They were both beginning to feel stupid. Without another word, they
walked forward together as if nothing had happened. Hermione caught Ron's eyes
narrowing. She shot him a questioning look and he gestured to the Weasley's
garden. Hermione followed his gaze. Ginny and Harry were kneeling together,
gardening. She could hear them talking softly.
"They've been like that for
hours," Ron said with disbelief, his eyes still narrowed.
"Only one or two," Hermione said
quickly. It probably wouldn't be a good idea to tell Ron about how...caught up
in each other Ginny and Harry were in her dream. Besides, it was only a dream.
This was the same dream that had her waving to a cloud that looked like a
choo-choo train.
"Yeah," Ron said, turning away
from them and walking again. "It's nice, I guess. I mean, Ginny needs
someone to talk to. It's good that Harry's trying to be sympathetic to
her."
Hermione wasn't sure if she would have
called it sympathy, but she was relieved that Ron looked untroubled by them
again as they walked on, down a dusty path. Trees appeared less frequently, and
despite the nearing evening, the sun was still strong. Strong enough to give
Ron a moment to study Hermione face.
"You've been crying," he said suddenly,
and before he could stop himself he reached out and touched the faint trail a
tear had left on Hermione's cheek, his thumb soft as it went down the trail of
the tear.
"Yeah," she said quietly. There
was no point in denying it now.
They stood like that for a moment.
Hermione found herself wondering if maybe they would kiss, but then Ron turned
away and began walking again. Hermione didn't run to catch up with him, and he
stopped walking but didn't turn to face her. He was looking at the horizon.
"Earlier," he began, "I was
thinking that if we just forgot everything..."
"What?" Hermione asked, finding
it slightly nerve-wracking to talk to the back of Ron's head. She realized he
was touching on what they were talking about earlier.
"Maybe things would be easier,"
Ron finished finally, turning around again. "Easier for you. For me. For
everyone." He looked at her seriously. "Because Hermione... I need
your friendship." And he was blushing again. "I mean...Yeah. That's
what I mean. I don't know what I'd do if I lost it somehow. We always argue, I
mean we always do, but if I was...well...if we were..." Ron paused and
started over. "If something happened between us and we fought, I could
lose you forever. Not you as a...a..."
"Girlfriend?" Hermione supplied.
"Yeah. That. Not only that, but I
would lose you as a friend and as someone to talk to... Maybe lose you from my
life forever."
Hermione was used to arguing with Ron, but
after this she couldn't find an argument that didn't sound childish and faint.
"You're right," she said. "It can't be worth it." It
can. "It can't be."
~~~
"Crimey," Fred muttered.
"They're still out there."
"They're crazy," George said,
following his twin's gaze. "Out of their minds."
Fred shook his head in disgust, continuing
to watch Harry and Ginny.
"Well then," George said turning
away from the window, "guess we should get back to those exploding tea
cups. I was thinking that maybe we should add a bit of gypsy dust, that should
do the trick."
"Maybe he's gay," Fred said
suddenly.
"What?" George paused and then
laughed. "Who? Harry?"
"Well, LOOK at him! I mean, I'm not
eager to have Ginny start dating... But I hate seeing her beat herself up, just
because Lightning-Face doesn't have the brains to notice her."
"Lightning-Face?"
"And look at her! You know what comes
from all of this, George?"
"Substandard name calling?"
"Low self-esteem! Ginny will think
she's not good enough for him."
"She won't think that for long. She's
pretty, I'm sure next year the guys in her year will be all over her."
"It'll be too late. She'll already
have low self-esteem from Harry's 'rejection', and then she'll let all those
guys take advantage of her." Fred gave a frustrated sigh. "If Harry
had any hormones at all he would have already taken advantage of her, like a
proper guy."
"And you'd like that?"
"No! I'm just explaining my 'Harry's
Gay' theory, okay?!"
"I talked to Ginny. Told her to find
out what's going on between her and Harry, to finally figure things out."
"And?"
"She told me to go away."
"Perfect. Just perfect."
George sighed. "Yeah. Meanwhile, Ron
and Hermione are off God Knows where."
"What?!"
George looked at his twin in surprise.
"Didn't you see? They went off somewhere outside together."
Fred's worried expression turned to a
grin. "We've got to catch up to them. Humiliate Ron some more, maybe after
this he'll finally stay out of our joke-shop work."
George looked tempted, but shook his head.
"Fred, we've got to finish these tea cups. Thought we were going to try
them out on Percy today."
"Oh, come on... Just this last time,
then Ron'll leave us alone for good."
George sighed and put away the gypsy dust
he had taken out. "Fine. Fine." Fred and him headed toward the
doorway.
"And just WHERE do you two think
you're going?"
Fred and George grimaced. They easily
recognized their mother's booming voice. "Percy was speaking with
me," Mrs. Weasley said, heading up the stairs to meet the twins. "He
had some very interesting things to say. Apparently the parchment you lent him
disintegrated as soon as his quill touched it."
Fred and George exchanged guilty looks.
"So get BACK into your room, boys. I
thought that maybe, MAYBE this time you would give up this joke shop nonsense,
but noo... Yes, that's right, you stay in there until dinner. Think about what
you did to your poor brother. How is he EVER going to get work done with you
two here, hm? Hmm? Think about that, will you?"
Mrs. Weasley went on a bit longer, and
Fred and George tuned her out, as usual. When she finally left George looked at
Fred incredulously.
"Now c'mon," George said,
shaking his head. "You really want to humiliate Ron while we have Percival
Weasley to harass?"
Fred smirked. "Huh. So where's that
gypsy dust you were talking about?"
~~~
Ron's heart sank. Hermione didn't think
that they were worth it. What was he doing, then? What was he doing out here,
trying to convince her that maybe... Maybe...
Heh. And a hell of a job he was doing,
too, trying to convince Hermione when he couldn't even convince himself that
maybe the chance was worth taking. She agreed with him, too. She agreed that it
wasn't worth it, that he wasn't worth it. Pretty funny, really, the one time
they agreed on something it was the one thing he didn't want them to agree on.
Pretty funny.
Hermione was looking at him strangely. He
wished she would look away, or maybe change her expression. It'd be nice if she
would get angry at him. Nice and familiar.
It can't be, she had said. It can't be.
And suddenly nothing was more important to Ron than convincing her that they could
be. He met her gaze, and his face was so in earnest that Hermione was taken
back.
"No, see, that's what I
thought..." Ron started. "I thought that it couldn't be worth it. But
then... Well, I was talking to Percy."
Hermione laughed before she could stop
herself. "This is Percy Weasley we're talking about, right?"
Ron grinned. "Yeah, yeah. I can
hardly believe it myself. He asked me if I could continue my life never knowing
if..." He stopped, realizing Hermione was caught on his every word. He
looked down at the grass. "Never knowing if maybe something could have
happened between us... And then I thought, what if I missed an opportunity?
What if I go through life wondering what would have happened if I had just
talked to you..." He had been muttering at first but his voice grew
stronger as he continued, even though he still refused to look up at Hermione.
Hermione was glad that he didn't look at
her. She wouldn't have known what to offer him. A smile? She hardly felt that
fit. A nod of agreement? Should she tilt her head indulgently, silently asking
him to continue?
She wanted to ask him to continue, more
than anything. She wanted to hear what Ron would have said and she wanted to
feel what he too felt as he talked.
But he didn't look up at her. His head
remained low and he fell silent. Why wouldn't he look at her? Hermione felt
incredibly alone suddenly. She needed something from Ron, something to tell her
how to react or what to say or what to think. She had nothing here. The feeling
was actually familiar... It was the same one from the dream. When Ron asked her
if she knew what she was supposed to say.
Charlie's words echoed in her mind.
"You can't find what to say from any book."
She leaned over and kissed Ron.
Dream-Charlie seemed smarter than
Real-Charlie anyway.
~~~
"So," a loud voice said, causing
Percy's shoulders to jump in surprise. The sudden jerk upset the bottle of ink,
which rolled to it's side. Four- no five blots of ink landed on the
parchment Percy had been working on, and the quill tumbled to the floor. With a
deliberately noisy sigh, Percy bent down and picked up the quill, clicking his
tongue at the state his parchment was now in.
"I hope you're happy," he said
without turning his head. "It's no good now."
"Ah yes," George said, following
Fred in. "The all-important cauldron case. Gone. Ruined forever by a few
ink blots."
"There are five ink blots, for
your information," Percy said, whirling around in his seat and glaring at
the twins. "A few would be considered a small cluster. Five is a large
cluster."
"What's the deal?" Fred said,
striding to Percy with George. Together the two managed to surround him, in a
way only Fred and George could. "Snitching on us, I mean."
"Oh, that," Percy said airily.
"Speaking of which, shouldn't you be in your room?"
Mutual glares were all the response Percy
got. He shook his head.
"Really, shouldn't you two be used to
this game? You bother me, I tell Mum...And look, she bothers you." Turning
around again, Percy cleaned up the parchment as best he could and began writing
again. "The problem you two have," he went on, still scribbling,
"is that you're bored. Ron and Hermione's little soap opera is still going
on, isn't it? Why are you two still here?"
"They're gone," George said
looking sullen. "'Dunno where they got to."
"They left?" Percy gave a
private smile to his desk. The purpose of this was merely to infuriate the
twins, who glanced at each other.
"What's up?" George asked
suspiciously.
"What do you mean?" was the
reply they finally got, after a few moments where the scratching of Percy's
quill was all to be heard.
"Do you know something?"
"Me? How could I bother myself with
your petty affairs? Oh, but..." Percy dipped his quill into the ink.
"I did happen to talk with Ron-"
"What?"
"About Hermione."
Fred and George stared. Then Fred began to
laugh.
"You gave Ron love
advice? No way..."
"Hmm, well, he seemed to listen,
didn't he?"
"How did you..." George managed
to say. "What did you..."
"-say to him?" Percy supplied.
George nodded.
"Oh, nothing important. Just general
common sense."
"And that would be?"
Percy rose from his seat and moved across
the room to the door.
"Just my usual wisdom, things I've
picked up over my years on this great Earth." He grinned. "Perhaps
running an advice column is my true calling in life. Nice to have something to
fall back on, hm? More stable than relying on, say, a joke shop."
He shut the door, and Fred and George
gaped after him.
~~~
"I don't know," Hermione said
quietly, as she and Ron pulled away. "What to do, I mean."
Ron was looking at her again, and finally
she felt as though she knew something, as though maybe now she was a little
more grounded. A little less afraid. Something like that.
"What was that for?" Ron asked
with genuine curiosity.
"I don't know the answer to that,
either."
Hermione was startled when Ron gave a
short laugh. "This," he said, "is completely screwed up."
"What is?" Hermione asked
crossly, embarrassed that he had laughed at her.
"You just gave into the fact that you
didn't know the answer to something."
"Ohmygod...You... You're right."
Hermione promptly sat down in the middle of the dusty road and buried her face
in her hands. Tentatively Ron touched Hermione's shoulder.
"What?" came a small distressed
voice. Ron's eyes widened as he heard a muffled sob.
"Nonono!" he said, pulling his
hand away swiftly. "Don't do that!"
This only resulted in a louder and more
apparent sob.
Ron ran a hand through his hair nervously,
standing next to Hermione clumsily. He was very glad her eyes were covered, as
she couldn't see how increasingly pale he was becoming.
"Hermione..." he said after a
moment, his voice gentle in contrast to his former startled tone.
"Please..."
"Ibam fo ficathis."
"Uh...what?"
"I said I am so SICK of this,"
Hermione repeated, removing her hands from her face. "I thought we were
here to figure things out Ron. Instead it's turning into a crappy little pity
party for none other than ME. Well, guess what? I don't like throwing those
parties anymore than you do. I don't like going in circles. I don't like avoiding
solutions."
"Bull!" Ron said, his voice
rising. "You love doing all of that. Yeah, anything to keep you from
admitting what you feel. No problem saying what you think though, or
measuring the odds. Or even just sitting down in the middle of the road to cry,
just so you don't have to think about what you really want."
Hermione was staring at Ron. "You
can't be serious. What exactly do you think you've been doing out here? First
thing you do is give me a monologue on why we shouldn't be together, how it
isn't worth it, and oh, it can only end badly. And I said my lines, Ron, I did.
I nodded politely."
"And you agreed! You fell right back
on your own pillow of, um...denial."
"The same denial you've been using
since DAY ONE of my time here... Maybe even before that." Hermione had
stood up and was looking straight at Ron. "You bring me out here just to
tell me that you and I...that we're not worth it?! I don't believe it.
When it comes right down to it, Ron Weasley, there's only one thing I need to
know."
"What's that?" Ron said with a
sneer.
"Do you want us to be worth
it?"
~~~
"G'bye, Charlie!" Ginny called
out, running toward her brother. Charlie was out in the yard, getting ready to
Apparate back to work. He gave her a warm hug as she reached him.
"Bye, Gin," he said fondly. The
others had already said their goodbyes, save Harry. "Harry's finishing
some planting... But he says bye too."
Charlie's eyes wandered over to where
Harry was. "Are you two a..." he stopped as Ginny began to blush.
"I mean...I'll see you Ginny. You better send me lots of owls, I get
lonely sometimes."
"I will," Ginny promised.
"And don't let Fred and George hog
all the chocolate frogs."
"I won't."
"And make sure to-." Ginny gave
him a look. "Sorry...It's a big brother instinct." He kissed her
lightly on top of her head before disapparating.
Ginny watched the space where her brother
had been for a few moments before turning back and walking to Harry. He was
patting down some dirt. His face looked more peaceful than Ginny had ever seen
it before. Hearing her footsteps he turned and gave her a sincere smile.
"Charlie left," Ginny said,
kneeling down besides Harry and getting back to work.
"Yeah," Harry said. "I
guess I should have said goodbye."
"It's okay," Ginny said without
looking at Harry. "He was in a rush anyway."
Charlie was going to ask if they were a
couple. God, she had been having a nice time, and then he had to remind her of
her feelings. Did Harry think this was some pathetic attempt to get him alone
with her? Was he just humoring her?
"My parents used to garden."
"What?" Ginny jumped, but Harry
didn't see her. His eyes were trained on a flower. "What?" Ginny said
again, a little more calmly.
"My parents used to garden. In that
photo album, maybe ten of the pictures are of them gardening together."
"Oh..." Ginny felt very awkward.
"Well...I mean... We can stop. We've gotten a lot of work done already
and-"
"No." Harry's voice was fierce.
Ginny gave him a sidelong glance. "This is... I mean... I can see why they
loved it." He smiled to himself. "It's like discovering a piece of
their minds."
Ginny didn't know quite what to say to
this. She concentrated on planting instead, expecting Harry to lapse into
silence. But he kept talking.
"It's strange though, thinking of my
parents as people living lives. I never really thought of them as anything
but..." Harry stopped and started over. "It's just weird to think of
them getting up in the morning like everybody else, and having hobbies and
things they loved and hated. Talking about stupid stuff... Going through the
day, and then falling asleep again, just like everybody else in the
world."
"I guess that's what happens,"
Ginny said, not quite sure what she was saying. "Weird things happen to
everybody, but through everything... what choice do you have but to keep
living? Everybody has quirks and wishes... Things that make them human. Your
parents were never an exception."
Harry was watching her closely, as if he
was waiting for her to continue. Ginny looked down. "You know what I
mean," she said quietly, her voice not nearly as confident as it had been.
"You yourself are living proof, Harry."
Harry tilted his head in confusion.
"You've been through more than anybody should have to go
through," she explained. "But you keep going. You keep waking up
every morning and you keep playing Quidditch and you keep taking tests for
school... Despite everything. I just mean...everyone has had to use normalcy as
a resort sometimes. Even the great heroes of our time are normal people for the
most part. And then we idolize them, and somehow that takes away from their
humanity. That's why you need to learn more about your parents... To make them
human and real."
Harry was staring at her, and Ginny didn't
break the glance. Awkwardly Harry reached out and touched Ginny's arm. Ginny
wasn't sure why. Harry wasn't either.
"You'd think that... I don't know,
you'd think that maybe as I got older I'd forget them more," Harry said
slowly. "But it seems the older I get the more real they are. The more I
can see them."
"That's because the older you get the
more you're like your parents."
Harry turned away, as if he was once again
turning back to his work. He blink furiously. He wouldn't cry, he wouldn't be
stupid, not here not here not here, not now, not with Ginny's eyes on him. He
could almost feel her concern. He could picture her perfectly, sitting there,
watching him. She'd be staring, eyes filled with bewilderment and concern, red
hair tickling her shoulders, a small smudge of dirt on her cheek from working
in the small garden.
God, he really could picture her
perfectly.
Ginny watched Harry's back. He turned
away. Obviously couldn't be bothered with her, especially after her little
speech. She felt stupid. What in the world had she been saying? He must think
she was a freak. Hey, she agreed with him. Who was she to talk about death, and
humanity anyway?
A freak. A patronizing freak. One who
would love nothing more than to disappear at that very moment. Things had been
going well between her and Harry. Very well, in fact. Or at least, they had
been going well until she had decided to talk. Until she decided to-
"Thanks." Harry's voice was
soft, barely more than a whisper. He turned to Ginny finally. She carefully
studied his eyes, and for once didn't blush in doing so.
For the first time she realized that
Harry, too, was only human. She had idolized him, hadn't she? And suddenly she
didn't... Suddenly all she saw was a normal boy, who had to go through life
just like everybody else.
I really think he may like you, Gin.
Why was she remembering George's words at
a time like this?
She was finally seeing Harry the way he
always wanted to be seen: A kid.
She liked him all the more. He was no
longer a famous name. Now he was more real. Everything was more real. Harry
woke up and he slept, he got angry and he laughed at stupid jokes. He could
made mistakes.
He could cry.
And he could like normal girls. Normal
little sister-types that also laughed at stupid jokes and made mistakes. Normal
girls that sometimes cried. He could like them... Or at least know that they
liked him.
I'm telling you, Ginny, there's a good
chance Harry likes you. Why don't you just find out?"
All right, George.
"Harry..." Ginny said taking a
deep breath and smiling. "There's something I've got to tell you."
~~~
"Do you want us to be worth
it?"
Hermione's words jolted Ron awake, and he
could only stare at Hermione, so unexpected were they.
"Well?" she said, impatiently
tapping her foot.
"C'mon," he said quietly.
This caught Hermione by surprise.
"What? Where?"
Ron began moving forward up the path.
"Ron." Hermione sighed. "We
don't have time for these games."
"Just come on. Follow me." He
didn't turn around, and after a moment Hermione ran to catch up with him.
"Ron," she said again, her eyes
settling on him with a frown. "It's going to be dark soon."
"You have a sweater," he said
cheerfully, waiting for her to catch up with him, eyes laughing.
"You don't," she pointed out.
"I'll be fine," he said airily,
walking again.
"Ron, stop being stupid! Now tell me
where we're going or I'll-" Hermione gasped, cutting off her own words.
Her eyes widened.
They were back on the top of the hill. The
same hill Ron had taken her to the first day she had gotten there this summer.
Except this time, the sun was setting.
Poets had always raved about sunsets, and
artists had always tried to express the pureness of the colors with faded
paints. But the words they weaved and the pictures they painted fell short at
this moment. The sun was quickly falling, and the red sky was growing streaked
with dark blue. The pink flush of the clouds was fading to a light purple, and
some were already the dark colors they would remain until dawn, leaving parts
of the sky a dynamic heart wrenching picture, and other parts a soothing
pastel.
"Ron..." Hermione murmured
quietly, looking to him. He was still looking forward into the horizon. The sky
was casting sharp shadows on the tiny cottages below. Finally he turned to
Hermione.
"I don't want to stay up at night,
staring at the ceiling, unable to sleep because I keep wondering if I had a
great chance that I refused, just because I was stupid and afraid. I want to
take a chance."
The words sounded stale and formulatic
when they reached Ron's ears. They hadn't sounded like that in his head. In his
head the words had sounded real and pure...
He could only imagine how they sounded to
Hermione. He waited anxiously. She would laugh.
She didn't.
"You weren't the only one who was
afraid," Hermione said after a moment in silence, during which she had
watched Ron intently. "I kept running away... Everything I went through
with Viktor, with Harry... They only forced me to admit my real feelings for
you, despite everything we'd be risking... Our friendship."
Ron looked at her. Awkwardly he took her
hand, looking slightly embarrassed, as even this light gesture seemed important
and intimate.
"Hermione, I want us to be worth
it."
She smiled.
"Then," she said, "I guess
we are."
They kissed very lightly, still nervous.
The same shadows that fell sharply on houses were falling on them, adding
intensity to every moment.
"So...we're..." She started,
then stopped.
"Yeah," Ron replied with a
slightly shaky smile which grew more real. They watched the setting sun for a
moment. "Beautiful," he whispered.
"Sunsets always are," Hermione
said.
Sunsets. Right. He could go with that.
"It's like something out of a picture," Ron said finally. "It's
just..."
"Picturesque."
"Yeah."
"Things aren't going to be
perfect," Hermione said softly, finding herself caring about this fact
very little as she leaned against Ron.
"No," Ron agreed, taking in the
scent of Hermione's hair.
"We'll argue," she went on,
smiling and taking a deep breath.
"We'll fight."
"We'll yell."
"We may even throw shoes at each
other."
Hermione raised an eyebrow.
"What?"
"Uh... Never mind," Ron said,
grinning silently.
They kissed slowly, letting the moment
linger longer than they had planned it to.
"I guess we should go back,"
Hermione said, another cloud growing dark. "Have dinner." She paused.
"Right after I kill Fred and George."
"Works for me." Ron smirked, but
neither made any move to get up as Hermione rested her head against Ron's
shoulder and his arm went around her waist.
They watched night arrive in silence,
veils of shadows falling over the two.
fin
Anyway..Thanks to everyone I've thanked in
previous chapters, and thanks once again to the reviewers. I guess no more
rambly end-of-fic-notes until my next fic. See you then, hopefully!