A/N: Only one
or two more chapters to go, depending on how long the end of Picturesque turns
out. Bear with this chapter- it's more character based than fluff based
(although it has much of that too) but it's important to the story. To those of
you slightly upset over the cursing in last chapter, keep in mind that it was
lightly said, and only put in there because I believed it was true to what Ron's
character would say at that moment. I try to put keeping everyone in character
over censorship issues. ;) Thanks and enjoy.
"Don't worry," a voice behind
Harry said. "I'm sure there's some spell to fix walls. Mum never has to
know."
Harry turned his gaze from the very
apparent dent in the wall (courtesty of Ron) to the fiery-haired girl looking
over his shoulder.
"I hope you're right," Harry
grumbled.
"'Course I am." Ginny grinned at
him. Fred and George passed through the room, told Ginny and Harry that lunch
was about ready, and then headed upstairs, presumably to tell Ron the same
thing. Ginny waited until they had passed.
"Ron sure looked frustrated,"
she said finally in a slightly lowered voice.
Harry smiled. "Yeah, he was going
crazy. I thought for sure he'd..." Harry stopped and gave Ginny the
fisheye. "How do you know Ron looked frustrated?"
Ginny shrugged guiltily.
"You were spying, weren't you?"
"I was casually watching from
afar."
"Uh huh. Were you casually listening
from afar?"
"Maybe," Ginny squeaked.
Harry gave a heavy sigh. "What did
you hear, Ginny?"
"Nothing much," she said
hurriedly. "Just that Hermione broke up with Viktor Krum early this summer
and didn't tell Ron... Oh, and that you think Hermione is a really good
kisser."
Harry looked embarrassed. "Shut up,
will you? You know I only said that to bother Ron."
"I hope so," Ginny grumbled.
Harry gave her a strange look.
"Erm, well, I mean...Ron really likes
Hermione, doesn't he? And if you had strong feelings for her...Well, that would
be bad. Uh, for you, I mean. You and Ron. And your friendship. That would be
very bad for yours and Ron's friendship." Ginny smiled nervously at Harry.
"Don't you think?"
~~~
"You, Ron Weasley," Hermione
said, with an impressive certainty, "are a complete jerk."
Rudely she stepped forward, about to shove
Ron out of the way, but one way or another Ron ended up kissing her or she
ended up kissing him. It was impossible to tell if one person had initiated it
at all- certainly none of that mattered now.
Both rightly startled by this, Hermione
and Ron broke apart for a moment, staring at each other with a mixed look of
confusion and understanding before they kissed again. They were considerably
less bewildered this time, giving way to an intensity neither had ever
experienced. Ron held Hermione close as her arms slipped around his neck,
bringing him closer to her and deepening their kiss.
"Don't mind us!" someone called
out cheerfully. "Just came to tell you lunch was ready."
Ron and Hermione jumped in unison.
Turning, they saw Fred and George at the top of the stairs. Hermione's eyes
quickly scanned the corridor, and she gave a sigh of exasperation as she saw
Percy's head sticking out from a partially open doorway. He looked as if he
were interested, but trying to appear annoyed.
"And this," Ron muttered softly
to Hermione, "is just another reason why I love having a big family."
He turned from her and stared at Fred and George.
They both smiled brightly.
"'Ello Ron!" George said
helpfully.
"I guess the passion isn't forbidden
anymore," Fred muttered to George.
"WHAT," Ron shouted after a
moment (during which he had grown red again) "is WRONG with you two? Why
the hell do you always appear whenever anything...anything..."
"Racy is going on?"
"We try to keep things PG-13 in this
household," Fred said gravely.
"You two were heading for some
serious gropage," George said.
"We were not," Hermione
sputtered indignantly.
"Come on now, you were."
"Why don't you both get LIVES?"
Ron continued. "Invite Angelina over! Then you guys can make-out or throw
shoes or do whatever the hell you want!"
"We told you the shoe-throwing
story?" George asked.
"You tell everyone the
shoe-throwing story!" Ron glared. "Just tell me why you're
always there to see everyone in every awkward situation available. No. Wait.
Don't tell me why. Just leave everybody alone!"
"No way," George said, totally
unfazed.
"This summer has been better than a
soap opera," Fred agreed.
"Make your own bloody soap
opera," Ron yelled.
"A soap opera about
shoe-throwing?" Fred looked skeptical. "Don't think it'd be very
successful."
"It'd make an interesting sport
though." George grinned.
"GET OUT." Ron looked as if he
were about to reach for his wand.
"Right-tee-o, little brother."
The twins headed back down the stairs.
"Have fun!" Fred called over his
shoulder.
"Shut. Up," Ron said between
gritted teeth. His eyes went to Percy.
"I heard yelling so I...."
Percy's guilt over eavesdropping quickly went away and he turned huffy.
"Next time," he said, only the smallest hint of a smile on his face,
"don't be so noisy." Percy hurried downstairs for lunch.
This left Ron and Hermione standing alone,
awkwardly. They stared at each other for a moment, before both of their gazes
fell to the floor.
"What now?" Ron asked finally,
his voice low and soft.
"What now..." Hermione agreed,
her tone matching Ron's. There was a long pause.
"Well," Hermione said finally,
and to Ron's surprise, her tone was brisk, "I think I'd better go
study."
"Study?" Ron looked at
her incredulously.
"Yes," Hermione replied.
"Study. I'm way behind on my schoolwork." She moved towards Ginny's
room.
Ron stared at Hermione as if she were some
foreign creature, and Hermione fidgeted under his gaze. However, Ron didn't
remove his eyes. "Don't you want to... I don't know...work this out?"
"Work what out?" Hermione asked
impatiently.
"Us..." Ron blushed. "How
we feel about...uh, each other."
"I don't know how you feel about me,"
Hermione said, trying not to blush herself, "but I still think
you're a complete jerk."
She stepped into Ginny's room and closed
the door.
~~~
A complete jerk maybe, but an awfully good
kisser, Hermione thought to herself as soon as the door had been shut. She fell
against it, a silly grin on her face. She actually giggled out loud.
Oh God, what an idiot she was being! Honestly,
she was as bad as Lavender or Pavarti. Hermione had always scorned the way they
behaved about boys- Giggling in the hallways at the mere sight of a cute
seventh year, and dropping quills in class for a crush to pick up. Now look at
her.
But then... This wasn't quite the same
thing, was it? It wasn't just some random boy who she barely knew. This was Ron.
Somehow the whole thing seemed entirely different than a silly crush.
Still, what did she know of the matter?
She wasn't very experienced. Her feelings for Viktor Krum had only gone so far.
Hermione had always felt a little bad about how she had felt towards Viktor.
Shouldn't she be excited and intrigued at this mysterious older foreigner, a
professional Quidditch player? Viktor practically had his own fan club. He was
intelligent and patient, if a little strange. But who wasn't?
Yet something had always been lacking
between them, and whatever it was they lacked stung sharply whenever Hermione
compared her relationship with Viktor to her relationship with Ron.
Ron was lazy with his school work. He was
nearly always being sarcastic, would never be considered the best looking boy
at Hogwarts, he wasn't some amazing Quidditch player, and he seemed to have
great joy in arguing with Hermione.
But something about her relationship with
Ron always had the ability to make Hermione's blood boil. Viktor had never made
her blood boil, he had never even made her emotions run high. The feeling that
Ron could give her... It was such an exhilarating feeling that Hermione knew
she wouldn't give it up for the world.
Hadn't she come in here to study? She
should do so. She should stop grinning and go and study.
Hermione, you didn't come in here to study. She had come
inside to get away from Ron.
Ron, Ron, Ron. Always Ron, always Hermione
running away from him, always Hermione being irrational around him.
She had tried to be cool, calm and
collected. It didn't work... When Harry had kissed her, she had been calm
enough... Well, not exactly calm but she hadn't been too flustered. She
had tried to pretend it hadn't happened.
Yet with Ron she had been doing her fair
share of screaming to begin with. And she had been turning just as red as him.
Well, perhaps not quite as red. Hermione doubted that it was even
possible to turn as red as Ron did. She could just see him now, the color
quickly rising to his cheeks as he stumbled over his words.
And there was that stupid grin on her face
again.
Hermione darted her eyes quickly around
the room, then closed them. She could indulge just a little in the event
that had just happened, couldn't she? Of course, the whole memory was very
silly but it was also kind of nice... And yes, it sounded like an incredibly
stupid, cliched and sappy poem, but it was her poem. Her memory
of the way Ron's arms had felt, wrapped around her in a sort of tender way that
she had never experienced... The way he had looked at her... The way he had
leaned in and-
Tap tap tap
There was a soft knocking.
With a gasp of surprise Hermione whirled
around and jumped away from the door.
"Hermione?"
"Come in!" Hermione said shrilly
and rather shakily.
The door opened and Ginny glanced in.
"Hi," she said, with a confused
smile. Hermione wondered if she knew yet. "Don't you want to come
downstairs for lunch?"
"Yes." Ron would be there.
"No." Hermione paused. "Um, I- I mean, not now. I'm not
hungry."
"Are you sure?"
"Very sure. Very very sure."
Hermione nodded enthusiastically.
Ginny tilted her head. "Are you
okay?"
"Fine. Just fine!"
"Okay... See you at supper then, right?"
Ginny said sternly.
"Right!"
Giving Hermione an odd look, Ginny softly
closed the door.
Now then. Where was she?
Oh yes. Ron had just leaned in closer...
~~~
Ron poked lifelessly at his salmon
croquettes. He was nearly oblivious to Harry, Percy, Fred, George, Charlie, and
Ginny, all who were sitting around the dinner table.
"Aren't you hungry, Ron?" Mrs.
Weasley asked. She was slightly peeved that Hermione had decided not to come downstairs
and that Mr. Weasley had had to leave for work extremely earlier that morning.
"Oh, I think Ron's...er, hungers are
fulfilled for now," Fred said airily. He exchanged a glance with George
who snickered. "Isn't that right, Ron?"
Ron, however, didn't seem to hear them.
His eyes were worriedly on the kitchen's entrance and he was leaning forward
anxiously.
Ginny sighed as Mrs. Weasley went on about
wasting food.
"Hermione isn't coming down to lunch,
Ron," Ginny said in a lowered voice, realizing that he hadn't heard her
tell their mother that. "You won't have to make a run for it."
"What?" Ron immediately came
back to reality. "Oh..." He shrugged easily. "Make a run for it?
Why would I do that? I mean..." He paused. The effort of explanation wasn't
worth it. Ron sulkily slid back into his chair. "Whatever."
"Whatever? Nice save." Ron
obviously wasn't going to tell her what had happened upstairs... Which was just
as well, as the twins had made sure Harry and Ginny knew all about it.
Ginny watched as her mother left the
kitchen along with Percy, and then stabbed angrily at her plate. Her fork
clattered nicely against it. Harry arched an eyebrow, looking in her direction.
Charlie sighed. "So. Where's
Hermione?"
"She's not coming to lunch,"
Ginny said. "And she's in a very strange mood."
Fred and George both smirked.
"Go on," Ron snapped.
"Crack a joke."
"Nah," Fred said. "Too
easy."
"Oh dern." Ginny gave a mocking
look of disappointment. "And I was really looking forward to your first
class humor."
"What's eating you?" George
asked, casting a glance at Ginny for the first time that afternoon. Both he and
Fred had been too busy bothering Ron.
Ginny gave a dramatic sigh. "I'm sick
of this summer."
Fred and George gasped.
Charlie pouted at her teasingly. "My
presence isn't enough to save the summer?"
Ginny glared. "I'm not
kidding. The first half was all right I guess, but now..." Ginny
shook her head in disgust. "People whispering... Doors constantly being
slammed... Everyone shouting at one another. And some people..."
Ginny looked pointedly at Ron. "Some people might as well just not be here
at all, the way they've been staring off into space, ignoring everybody
else."
Charlie and Fred and George and Harry all
looked at Ron.
Ron looked up. "Huh? What?"
"Did you even hear a word I
said?" Ginny said, the twins looking on with amusement.
"Uh...Sure. 'Course I did..."
Ginny continued to glare at him.
"What did I say then?"
"Uh...Something about doors...and
whispering...And uh, space... Doors whispering into space?" Ron shrugged
lamely and looked to Harry. "Did I get it right?"
"Yeah," Harry said. "Doors
whispering into space. It's all we've been talking about."
"Oh, shut up," Ron sighed.
"Normally," Ginny went on,
"the summer is the best time of the year... You guys used to all have
Quidditch matches nearly every evening, remember? But now Harry and Hermione
and Ron are all wrapped up in themselves, and Fred and George are always
working on their joke shop- either that or trying to catch Hermione kissing
someone new. Percy's always working, and Charlie'll only be here for another
week. I'm always left out as a tagalong." Ginny took a deep breath.
"This summer sucks." She calmly took another bite of her lunch.
Everything was quiet for a minute, except
for the sound of their forks.
"Wrapped up in myself, am I?"
Ron said finally. "How about this, Ginny, why don't you take my place? See
how much fun you have."
He stood up, cleared his plate, and left
the room.
The rest of lunch continued in silence,
except for some random small talk started by Charlie and for Fred and George
consulting about a few of their experiments (they seemed to take little notice
of Ginny's outburst). Gradually everybody left the table except Ginny, who
stayed, staring at her plate.
"Er... Are you okay?" It was
Harry. Obviously not everyone had left the table.
"I'm alright," Ginny said.
Harry gave her a worried smile. "I've
been trying to think up some cool reassuring line... But that was the best I
came up with."
"I'm alright," Ginny repeated.
"No you're not."
"Yes, I am." She paused.
"But I'm sorry if I yelled at you guys."
"No you're not."
"No, I'm not," she agreed.
There was an awkward silence.
Ginny seemed to be experiencing a lot of
those these days.
"I guess we have been sort of
ignoring you..." Harry said finally.
"It's not that," Ginny said,
feeling exasperated. "I just want a nice simple summer. You know? All the
yelling that goes on here these days... All the kissing." Ginny made a
face.
Harry grinned. "Ah, well, kissing
isn't all bad... It just helps if it's the right two people kissing. And uh,
not the wrong two people."
Ginny frowned. "How do you know if
it's the wrong two people?"
"Uh...well...I guess you don't. I
guess you can only really know if it's the right two people."
"How do you know that?"
"I, er..." Harry cleared his
throat nervously. He was blushing slightly. "I don't know. I guess you
just know."
They had both walked closer towards each
other during this exchange, and were now only inches apart.
"You just know?"
"Yeah...I mean...Yeah. I guess. It's
just...right."
This would have been the perfect moment
for Harry to sweep Ginny into a deep and passionate kiss. Ginny could almost
hear slow romantic music in the background.
"Just right?" She stood there,
so close to him, almost breathless.
But a moment later Harry wasn't kissing
her. He was sitting back down at the table.
"Yeah...Just right." He laughed.
"That sounds really cliched, doesn't it?"
Ginny didn't respond. She watched as he
continued eating his now lukewarm lunch.
"Do you want me to heat that up for
you?" she asked faintly.
"Nah, it's fine," Harry replied
easily.
With an almost inaudible sigh, Ginny sat
down to finish eating her lunch as well.
There was something terribly unromantic
about eating a cold lunch with someone. Even if the someone was Harry Potter.
~~~
Ron was not at a high point.
He was nervous, startled, confused...
And remarkably pissed off.
Things had started off not so very
unusual.
Get up. Shower. Eat. Argue with Hermione.
Kiss Hermione.
Now gee, which one of those wasn't in the
normal routine?
Naturally Ron had gotten up, Ron had
showered, and he wasn't anorexic (he had eaten his fill during breakfast).
Arguing with Hermione was also generally part of the normal routine. Of course,
they hadn't exactly been arguing about their usual topic...
But arguing was arguing, wasn't it?
Everything didn't usually end in a
make-out session. That was just not how things went.
Not that Ron would necessarily complain
about this new ending.
I mean, I've denied my feelings about
Hermione for months, he justified,
and then I've debated my feelings about her for months. And then I've
felt jealous of her for a hell of a long time... Ron sank back into the chair
in his room. It's about bloody time.
But their kiss hadn't ended all too
wonderfully. Whenever Ron had allowed himself to imagine what it would be like
to kiss Hermione (and he did so very rarely, since self-torture wasn't big in
his book) it had never ended with her calling him a complete jerk. That wasn't
part of the script.
Was he a bad kisser?
Or maybe his newfound insecurity about his
kissing was a turnoff. Did girls care about that stuff? And Hermione was the
one who had initiated the damned thing! Or had it been him? Had either of them
started anything at all? Ron couldn't remember. It had just happened.
But after it had happened, both he and
Hermione had responded with full...uh... vigor.
Oh God. Since when did the word vigor
become part of his vocabulary?
One moment Hermione had seemed
enthusiastic about the whole thing, and the next moment she had (once again)
called Ron a complete jerk, after mumbling something about needing to study.
Which brought Ron back to square one.
Hermione was completely insane.
~~~
Hermione sulked at the sun shining
outside.
Her initial glow at everything that had
happened was fading... Now she was just feeling stupid.
Hermione withstood many things without
complaint. The Slytherin's constant taunting, Harry and Ron persistently trying
to get her to break rules with them. She even withstood Rita Skeeter's awful
comments and the lovely letters that followed as a result of these comments.
But she couldn't stand feeling stupid.
It was all Ron's fault. How dare he demand
that they need to talk about anything! As if he were calling the shots!
All he tried to do was get a rise out of her. And when he did- when he finally
got her really angry, she had ended up kissing him.
Stupid.
And then...then Ron had the nerve
to ask her if she wanted to work things out! Five minutes before he had been
glaring at her. Yet his eyes were soft as he asked her that.
Hermione sighed. She hated when Ron got
sentimental... mainly because she was in danger of growing overly sentimental
herself whenever such a rare occurrence happened.
What would have happened if Hermione had
gotten sentimental? What would she have done? What would she have said? What
would Ron even think of her, if she lost control of what she said and did?
He wouldn't know what to think. Practical,
intelligent Hermione Granger, going on about emotions and dreams...and love.
She would only embarrass herself in the
long run.
But then...what would she do? Could she
ever go back to being that practical girl?
She'd forget it. Just like she had so many
other things, she would forget anything had happened. Ron might grow angry at
first, but he would get over it. He always did.
Briskly, Hermione picked up a Hogwarts
book (Forbidden Passions had been put away) and began reading. Reading,
and reading and forgetting...
Hermione shut the book with a snap as
somebody knocked at the door.
Here ends
part 5 of Picturesque, a.k.a Okay-So-It's-Not-My-Usual-Cliff-Hanger-Ending.
Who's-a-knockin' at Hermione's door? Will Ginny do something besides stare at
Harry? Will Fred and George get bored with R/H's little soap opera and start
watching some soap operas that are actually well-written? ;) Find out!
Next time: Ron get's advice from an unexpected source. Hermione comes to a
revelation. And action may actually be taken (as opposed to everyone just
mulling over their thoughts, as this gang tends to do. ^_^ )
I would like to give a
big thanks to everyone who's reviewed this story and shared their opinion on
it. Also a big thanks to Rhi. Her hot picture of Percy (who knew?) inspired me.
;) Don't sue, yada yada yada.